YWAM 2010
The beginning of my heart transformation:
"wow! what an amazing past few days...its so refreshing to experience
worship here. My heart is slowly opening and searching for the love of
Christ. I feel like a mirror is being held up in front of me and I'm
finally having to look at all of the emptiness inside of me needing to
be filled with the holy spirit. Gods showing me "who" I am and "who" I
have become! He is starting to shake me and wake me up and just fill me
with His love...I don't want to fight it and I don't want to be doubtful
or hold back anymore. God never wants us to hold back not when he has SO MUCH to
give. He's the one whose in charge and can take you to places make you do
things and have you impact people in ways you have NEVER imagined. I never
realized how cold and afraid I have grown just over the past year. I
lost all my true passion and joy... I want to find it again! I cant wait
to dive into our scripture verses and really begin a brand new
construction in my heart. Everyday becomes more and more comfortable
here on campus. I cant wait for the day when I can call this home and
know everyone here. Just sitting in the meeting today with everyone on
the DTS really opened my eyes to how huge God is. I never thought about
the same God who talks to me and works in my life is talking to the
friends I just met from south Korea, Norway, Australia, and Denmark. They
are also being spoken to in their own language and culture and feel what
i am feeling on the other side of the world! We truly are connected as Christians . Its so much fun learning about other cultures I love hearing
stories of their homes and listening to all these new words and expressions.
There is so much to say ...im honestly rambling on this blog. I can't
wait to begin posting after our classes begin and share what we are
learning and hearing from God. I'm ready to be on this coming "high" for
Jesus."
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